Tuesday, June 14, 2011

:-\

I'd like to apologize for lack of quality posts/formatting. Our internet is a little crazy and I've been posting from my phone which just deleted an entire post I had... no bueno.

I'm done trying. So once we get our internet back I promise to post pics and finish my challenge.

Thank you for your patience someone will be with you shortly.

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

6:five people

day six:five people you couldn't live without.

one; First and foremost, my Lord & Savior Jesus Christ. Without Him sacrificing His life for mine, there would be no point to this life. I would have no hope of something better.

two; My baby boy. When I found out I was pregnant I thought I was in no way ready for a baby. But God knew better, I was not only prepared but its almost like part of me was missing until he came along. I think he just has to be the cutest most incredible baby boy ever. ;-)

three; My hunk-a-hunk-of burning love, Nicholas. We have times where we fight/argue, and its hard to always see the big picture of all the potential our future holds. But in the end there is no one I would rather wake up next to and spend every day with.

four; My mom. I would not be the woman & mother I am today if it wasn't for wonderful example all my life. I am so blessed to have a mom who has always been so loving, understanding, and given me way more support than I'll ever deserve.

five; There's actually quite a few people that I can't imagine not having in my life. I would hate to have to pick just one more, so here's a shout a out to a few others. :-) you (better) know who you are.

Sunday, June 5, 2011

5:six regrets

day five: six things you wish you’d never done.

This is definitely the hardest one so far... i can only think of five actually... sorry


one; Slacked off so much in high school. I wish I would've put in a real effort, and been a part of extra curricular activities, I could have had a very successful high school career... but instead... not so much.


two;  I never should have given my ex a second (third, fourth, or fifth) chance. There's so much left over from all the crap I went through. I have a hard time defining what it is that I want for myself, I find myself using my emotions to manipulate people without even realizing it...


three; Losing my virginity to someone who wasn't Nic.


four; Saying mean things to and about other girls. I may have felt justified in doing so but I believe women need to stand together. We get each other in a way that men just never will. i guess its like they say, you hate the things you see in others that you dislike most in yourself.


five; being so shy, and letting my timidness control so much of my life. when i let go of my insecurities and im outgoing. wonderful things happen. i really feel like my shyness has held me back a bit in life.